And I’m feeling good!

Met with our new RE yesterday, and I have nothing but good things to say. She is fabulous. She asked how we’re doing emotionally, through everything before we even got started with our consultation. Once we did get started, it became clear to us that she had actually read and studied my medical records. What a pleasant surprise! She took time to explain everything to us, and we left her office feeling very comfortable and confident to start our cycles with her.

One bit of super fantastic news!
The issue I was most concerned about, going into all of this, is my infantile uterus. She explained to me that it is so small because of the lack of estrogen due to my diagnosis (primary hypothalamic amennorhea). Because I had a lack of estrogen for such a long time, it just didn’t grow as large as it should have. Once we start injections, however, she says that it will begin to grow larger. Once baby is inside and starts to grow, she’s confident my uterus will stretch to accommodate. She even said yes when I asked if she thinks we would have room for twins!

I’m currently in the process of getting in touch with insurance and figuring our coverage and cost of everything.. So, please cross your fingers and hope they give us the good coverage we should be getting because of my condition :)!

So happy.

Live. Laugh. Love.
Roxana

Happy holidays, indeed!

The holidays were fantastic this year!

The week before Christmas, DH and I drove into the country for his family’s Christmas get together (as I mentioned before). We had such a fabulous time with all of his relatives. I’ve been very open from the beginning with his family about our TTC journey because, as newlyweds, people asked often about when we’d start a family. When we were up this weekend, I expressed to his Mama, Nanny (grandma), and aunts that we plan on starting our HR treatments soon, and they were so supportive. We are truly lucky to have such amazing family and support in our lives. It feels so good to know that our families understand how badly we want to be parents and that we’re fighting a long, hard battle to fulfill that dream. They understand how much it hurts to be asked questions over and over, and work hard to make us feel “normal” (only word I feel is suitable in this context).

Christmas Eve was spent with my family. Mom and Dad wanted us to spend the night at their place (like when we were little). We had a delicious dinner, baked Cowgirl Cookies and watched movies. On Christmas morning, upon waking up, we shared a delicious homemade breakfast together and laid around. My MIL came over by 11:30, and we opened gifts.

I received a small, beautiful black leather Kate Spade cross body/clutch from my DH, Dior Pure Poison eau de parfum and lipgloss from Mom and Dad, and tins of goodies from my MIL (jammies, slipper socks, fuzzy blankie, small jewelry box, and Tupperware).

One of my best friends, Giny got married today (12.27.13), so all of yesterday (12.26.13) was spent with her at bridesmaid luncheon, check up on venue, and a sleep over.

Getting ready for the wedding today was a blast. We had hair done early, ate lunch, and worked on our own makeup. I absolutely love the way my hair was done, and I’m super proud of myself for doing such a fantasy job on my own makeup.

Here’s a photo of our beautiful bride and handsome groom – they are so perfect together.

The bride and I were pledge sisters of Phi Mu Fraternity together. With some other sisters, we serenaded her and her husband with special songs. Here’s a photo of us after the serenade.

Now to enjoy the fantastic weekend that lays ahead of us :)!

Live. Laugh. Learn.
Roxana

Family Christmas

This week at school was crazy!

Knowing that this week was the last one before Winter break, my kids were a bit more wacky than usual. Today I realized the reality of just how much teachers affect their students. One of my students brought me two perfumes as my gift and when I opened them, I realized they were [very] old and previously used. He instantly said to me, “I wanted to get you a really special gift, and I found this. Please don’t tell my mom!” All I could think was that my student stole from his mom to give me a gift. As soon as I had a chance, I called and spoke to his mom. Turns out that the perfumes he gifted me are from under his bathroom sink and are used as room spray after his mom cleans. Although the thought is much appreciated (and I let them both know that I’m so very flattered that they thought of me this holiday season), I don’t think I’ll be using the perfumes.. For obvious reasons lol.

It’s been a rough two days.. But the parties and celebrations are over and break is here. And boy, is it well deserved! I can’t wait to nap with my boys (Tucker and Charlie – doxies) and get errands done around the house.

DH and I are driving to the country this weekend to spend some Christmas time with his family. I’m really looking forward to seeing everyone. One of his cousins just got engaged! It’s an overall exciting time, as we haven’t all been together in a while.

With Winter Break also comes my RE appointment. I can’t wait! I have a feeling that 2014 is our year. I’m hopeful, but don’t have my hopes too high or my goals set I realistically. I’m being practical about it all this time around.. Thank goodness for better insurance through my current school district than my last :).

Live. Laugh. Learn.
Roxana

The new year brings new hope… Hopefully!

I’ve found my RE!

I chose a female RE this time around, because I feel like I would be much more comfortable in her care. I feel that, in general, a female physician is more understanding and accommodating in situations such as mine.

My previous RE was a very cold and distant gentleman. He overcharged us for everything, was very rough with procedures, was overly speedy (made me wait forever then zoomed in and out of the office for my appointment), and was just an overall grouchy person.

The RE I’ve chosen has an in-office lab and a few other doctors on staff (just in case). My appointment is on December 30th. Please keep us in your thoughts :).

Live. Laugh. Learn.
Roxana

Last Walk on the Wild Side

Virginia’s bachelorette party was tonight!

We headed to Austin this afternoon to celebrate and spent the majority of our evening at Pete’s Dueling Piano Bar (SO MUCH FUN) and random bars. Our bride-to-be had a fantastic night and is now sitting up in bed with her head spinning. I’d say we did our job well :). Tomorrow morning, we wake up for brunch and head back home.

Being out tonight made me think of my bachelorette party and how proud I was to have my bachelorette sash on, knowing that I’d soon be married to the most handsome man on Earth. Wow… It’s already been almost two years. I can’t wait to make him a father. He’s going to be the best dad ever!

I think my heart just skipped a beat..

I finally heard from my insurance company, and turns out, they WILL cover HRT for be, based on my diagnosis. I’m over the moon right now. They’ll cover blood work, labs, and IUIs under my copay. As long as it is done in office, I only owe my copay. If something is done outside the office, I owe another copay.

Last year, we paid over $700 for blood work, $200 for U/S, $200 for SHG and medication for one cycle [that was only supposed to cost $300-800]. Although my procedures have been cleared, I still need to find out about medication coverage. First, I need to get a referral from my PHP for an RE to set up a consultation (mine moved out of state).

I’m beyond thankful right now. Maybe 2014 will be our year :)!

Live. Laugh. Learn.
Roxana

Great news!

I have some fabulous news!

As I mentioned in my previous post, my DH, Jerry, and I really want to start our family. Although we started our adoption paperwork, we’ve put them on hold for now. I’ve found out that due to my diagnosis (Primary Hypothalamic Amenorrhea – PHA), I may qualify for HRT. For me, this would be exactly the same as “infertility treatments” for others, but because my diagnosis is hormonal, insurance can code my procedures differently so I receive the coverage I need for something that is medically necessary for me to conceive.

This is very exciting news for us! I’m trying not to get overly excited or let my hopes get too high, and I can tell Jerry is too, but we can’t help it. I’m really hoping that I find out from my insurance company this week that treatments will be covered. Hopefully, by the time the new year rolls around, we can start treatments.

Please send positive energy our way :)!

Live. Laugh. Learn.
Roxana